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We said earlier that the Reconnection's Spectrum of Sensation would feature pleasure and pain (together) on one end and numbness on the other. Those would be the extremes. Everything in the middle would be up for negotiation, according to the desires and limitation agenda of those doing the measuring. There are no "right" or "wrong" ways to feel, though we would probably do ourselves the best service by continually pushing the "edges" of our sensorial awareness---asking ourselves: "And what else is there, besides what I already know?"

One reader told me in e-mail "Imagination is the memory of a connection between the Multiverse and a single human viewpoint."¹ That was definitely my Quote of the Day. It is so much in line with the Recons' transmission "Imagination: The Golden Key." Everything is REAL, but not everything is RELEVANT to our particular rendition of now.

Addressing these topics, at this time in Earth's Agenda, seems very right to me. How it is coming about, or where it may be going remains a mystery. I had this same feeling in 2005, when the Spirituality and Sex Transmissions came through. As a community, gathered around our love of these concepts and this energy--- we feel like teen lovers, who have finally made up our minds to go "all the way" (whatever that might mean), only to encounter the rush and rumble of everything hidden in our universe which might want to get in our way.

Remember how it was with Noah and Allie in "The Notebook?" How many years had to pass between the time they stood on that blanket in a run-down old mansion......bravely, expectantly removing their clothes...... and the moment they actually consummated their love? Seven years, wasn't it? The same amount of time it takes for Shaman Energy to fulfill itself in the life of an Initiate. The number of chakras in a 3D body. The number of days in a week. And as I write this, we are experiencing a 7-7-7 Activation ³ as well.

"It takes what it takes." How often have we heard that well-worn phrase? In the movie, Noah had to change, Allie had to change, even the MANSION had to change (big time) before they could finally, fully leap into their "big moment." And even then........their process of coming together was only making its first, faltering step.

Whenever I get to writing or talking about this stuff, I hear voices from the extremes confronting me. One side says: "You dare not go here! This is too intense!" The other side mocks me with: "Why don't you just fuck each other and get it over with? Why not DO instead of wasting time with all this talking?"

Masculine Extremism. Either we keep the lid on tight, with our Genie locked inside us---or we throw our magic bottle against the wall, shattering innocence and sensibility into a thousand tiny pieces. We go from dumb to numb......even as the Guides keep gently whispering: "PROCESS............it's all about PROCESS..........." Running the New Energy isn't just about doing anymore. It's also about feeling and knowing and BEING as we change.

Frankly.........I don't want to "get things over with." Now is our time for getting things started........for letting them grow to full potential. The specifics of how we unfold will surely vary........according to the immediate situation, our own style of thinking and being, surrounding culture, and a whole host of other relevant factors. But the FEELINGS will be there. And the ENERGY working in us will be very much the same.

When we left off with Sacryfice last time.......she was knee deep in research, experiencing strange rumblings at the center of her being......dancing with this Goddess Energy that was literally rocking her world. She and her "Mate" certainly had their work cut out for them.

"I mentioned there were "fireworks" going off inside me. This is where The Lifestyle ended up being a God-send to us. Within the boundaries of BDSM, the Golden Rules are "Safe, Sane & Consensual." We were able to work through our struggles, our healing..........our discoveries and growth in a much healthier manner than I'd ever known. I really would hate to see where we would be today without this Path of Discovery. For one thing, with LiLith’s issues on Dominance, learning to submit out of love and respect did not come easy!! Earning HER love and respect did not come easy. Man-hater of all man-haters, She was here to defend her ground. She was out for blood. At the same time, She was hurt, She was injured, Her heart was broken....... and She was just plain tired of defending herself all the time.

As light as LiLith tries to be, nobody seems to care or see it. She has literally been driven to anger against her will. She was abused and thrown away by her Soul-Mate many moons ago…and this had to be worked out. They had to find Love again. She had to find Healing; She had to find Her own Light & Peace. They had to Re-Unite in Love. And all this was going to be worked out through my Mate and I.

Let me add this before I go any further. My Mate also had trouble with BDSM at first. Mainly due to my past and the issues that I carried with me. We really had to sit down and talk about it…more than once. We really had to take it slow and this was nothing that we dove into lightly just to “get our rocks off”. This was not just “role-playing” for us…this was a LIFESTYLE choice we were making…or discussing making. We researched all avenues of it. He had to look within him self and question some things. He wasn’t nearly as spiritually experienced as I and was also in total denial of being anything remotely like me, other than a “Soul-Mate.” He has to struggle with his “Dark Side” and some of the energies that come through him........their desires and natures…just as I have struggled with mine. This has been a struggle for both of us to come to grips with to the point of being able to just let our self go enough to let it flow and allow the work that needed to be done flow through us and get done.

That's an easy thing to say, but it's not so easy to bring forth...if it is to be energized by the proper intent and if it is to flow from a deep place of love. The mingling of Spirituality with this Lifestyle that has been so taboo and it has held such a grotesque stigma…the path we were trodding just seemed…wrong! But at the same time…nothing made more sense. Nothing ever felt more right to me or stirred my entire being like this did and The Path with which I was flowing…it was Right…it was Right for Us.

There were points where I really thought I was losing my mind. I had become this multi-persona--- split into a hundred little pieces. My Mate could tell there was something different about me, I had changed. For one thing, I once had straight hair and now it was getting as kinky as I was!!! And then slowly other changes began taking place. Not only did I think I was MPD ²…but there were many instances were I felt quite manic. It would seem I was possessed, but…if that was the case........I wouldn’t exactly be questioning this would I? A "Multiple" is not generally aware of her other personalities. I was. I knew mine by name and they all talked to one another. From time to time I even had to shut them up!! I just knew I was going crazy!! But then more information began falling into my lap. The puzzle pieces were beginning to come together." <end excerpt>

New! (1/21/2008) Sacryfice has added two new resources to her Web Site:

"The Page of Pain" http://www.moonlitmysticsm.com/thepageofpain.htm

The "SubzClub" (A Resource for Awakening Souls): http://www.thesubzclub.com

From The Reconnections.......

"Half of your unfoldment involves bringing to remembrance all the character fragments that make up your human self (or selves), within the various contexts in which you have existed across time. By using the word "existed," we are now placing this conversation into a linear format---which would allow your mind to process the appearance of these "others" who surround you, as though you are meeting "lives" you have lived in some past period of history. In truth, all of these fragments of you exist simultaneously, in one Multiversal NOW, within universes that honor each of them as what we call The Prime Factor.

In that very special life period, the Christ Consciousness is given a physical vehicle through which he/she can tour a magical WHEREHOUSE of alternative selves---observing them, speaking with them, even arranging one-on-one interactive experiences with them. While doing this, he is given a special Veil that allows him to "fall into" each interaction as though this "tour" was a lifetime unto itself. It is not. What you see happening all around you is just the "Cliff's Notes" version. A Summary of the plots and sub-plots, to assist you in appreciating your Soul's Evolution throughout time and space. Actually, there is a sense in which the Reconnection Universe IS a lifetime unto itself---although it is unlike any other lifetime imaginable!

In our transmission about "Compilation Entities," we said that any 3D form that is represented within the Reconnection Universe is like a tapestry, woven of soul essences, taken from many lifetimes. If this be true, then many of the "voices" that speak within the walls of your mind are reflective of those other lives, even though they sound like you, and seem to be concerned about the same things you are. As you will soon see, these soul fragments may not even be fully in touch with the world that you know. They may simply be sleepers, tossing and turning in some dream state, which is rooted and grounded in another reality altogether.

No discussion about Multiplicity would be complete without some exploration of a psychological condition that has been called "Multiple Personality Disorder," or "M.P.D." In the manifestation of this condition, an individual will begin to speak or act under the control of "another entity" besides the "self" he has always known. Frequently, in the most extreme cases, the "switch" will take place subconsciously, leaving the patient confused and frightened. There may be a lapse of time, during which she will have no memory of what has transpired.

Those who work with these individuals have noted that their condition was usually precipitated by some traumatic event, during which the patient managed to "chip off" a portion of his psyche and deputize it to perform some task (usually related to self-protection, or creative expression of difficult feeling or desire). Those who seek treatment have done so because their lives and relationships have been seriously affected by this "switching," and they are dismayed by the sense of confusion that follows.

My Dear Friends, this diagnosis will soon apply to every person who dwells upon the planet! And, when more of the truth about these issues is finally known and understood, those who have been "suffering" from these experiences will be sought out as experts--pioneers, who have blazed a trail before you all, and their counsel and guidance will become valuable indeed." <end excerpt>

While Sacryfice has been delving deeply with me into her remembrances of LiLith, Shama has been having extremely vivid cognitions about Mary Magdalene---considered by many to have been the Earthly wife of Jesus, and co-creator of the Blood Line of the Holy Grail.

"You know that I have a strong connection with the Magdalene. I have had some experiences with flashbacks of her memory coming through me that have blown my mind... Like sex with Jesus, for instance (not something a good Catholic girl might think of...) It was good too! He was a Tantric Master, and I think she taught him everything about that he knew.

Anyway, in one of the flashbacks, I was her at the foot of the cross when Jesus was crucified. I recalled and experienced all of the agony (we) felt in that moment for myself/herself and for our Beloved Jesus, feeling what we imagined was his pain right along with him. But then, in one vision........ I had the impulse to look up at him again, and he was in BLISS! He had stepped out of judgment of his experience and was allowing the intensity to take him HIGHER! I wonder if this is the way many of the martyrs and saints were blessed — and if this is what some of the sackcloth and ashes types of penance stuff may have been about....?" <end excerpt>

I remember well the day a small group of us headed off to the theater to see Mel Gibson's depiction of "The Passion of the Christ" And I remember equally well going downstairs to a restaurant afterwards and saying to the waiter "Bring me alcohol!" I didn't know which bothered me the most.........the awful ripping of Jesus' skin by those specialized whips (with nails and other objects attached to them).......or the attitudes of the people who were doing the whipping. And now that I think on it again, it seems that this very issue might provide some insight into the matters we are covering in this series.

Just as the experiences of pleasure and pain can be hard to differentiate in the human brain, so is it equally hard to fully distinguish between the willing recipient of pain and the one who faithfully delivers it. In Oneness, both sides merge. This is something we discussed earlier, in our discussion of "Doms" and "Subs" in BDSM.

"Therefore doth my Father love me, because I lay down my life, that I might take it again. No man taketh it from me, but I lay it down of myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This commandment have I received of my Father." (John 1:17-18)

In the above statement, Jesus gives us ALL THREE of the primary concepts regularly employed in Conscious Power and Role Play sessions.

Are we implying here that "real-life" is actually made up of pre-contracted "scenes," wherein humanity uses physicality to play out our deepest issues and most prurient interests from the world of spirit? Yes. Am I comparing Jesus' death on the cross to sessions of mock brutality, played out in a homemade dungeons across the land? Only to a similar degree that children might dress up like Cowboys or Indians to play out the history of their parents, or their parents' parents.

It does make us wonder, though, where these Shadow Reflections of Sadism and Masochism spring, if not from DNA remembrance of the primal ways which man has chosen to relate to his fellow man throughout history. And, I might add......not too distant history......since concern still lingers, about certain interrogation tactics being utilized with prisoners at Guantanamo Bay, Cuba. During the Inquisition, the Church justified such tactics as "doing battle with the Devil." Today, our leaders call it a necessary component in our "War on Terror."

When Shama had her vision, she didn't say Jesus' bliss was sourced from the pain he was feeling. She said that he used the intensity of his experience to carry him beyond ordinary sensibility. That's the beauty of Pleasure and Pain in Transformation. If one modality fails to access a person's core the other one will. And more than this, it also has power to transform others who witness those changes as we go through the process.

It is amazing to me how many people of both genders are finding their consciousness refocusing AS key figures in human history---through dreams, visions, and conscious meditations. In Oneness, each of us is a fragment of ALL THAT IS. And we DO have access to such things if having that experience is part of our life itinerary. Shama's background and career focus perfectly attunes her to the energy of Mary Magdalene, who was trained as a Priestess of Isis before she had her own encounter with the man from Nazareth.

Shama speaks more in detail about rebuilding consciousness as we become more sensorial:

"There are some of us who feel we have vibrational/bio-chemical habits that we use as our “default program," which establish and sustain our baseline mood. Have you ever awakened in the morning feeling good, only to find a mental/ emotional shift happening in the next few moments that is qualitatively different, and usually less than ebullient? Our baseline feeling CAN and DOES adjust according to our environmental situation. Sometimes it stems from worries and concerns that have been tucked away for the night, which come forward again when our mind rekindles.

I remember feeling profoundly different right after 9-11. I wondered if I would ever feel joy again. It is theorized that a person can create a new baseline level through nutritional adjustments, focusing on a more positive outlook, increased physical activity, sexual activation, and a host of other practices. Many of them increase endorphins by physical activation, which are balanced again by appropriate relaxation and mental rest (meditation)

It is possible to create new habits which have power to up-level our consciousness and maintain those levels more consistently. I have been experimenting with such practices for many years. Of equal importance is releasing suppressed e-motion (energy in the body), through clearing blocks that have inhibited or pinched off the flow of life force energy. Another key for me has been doing all I can to stay conscious of self-love/self-care.........creating reasonable balance in my life so I can better maintain my center. The more centered I am, the broader my perspective and the more conscious I remain in my dance with life. Thus, I bring more and more of myself to each moment, so I can give more of what I AM to the world." <end excerpt>

Next Segment, we continue with our story of Sacryfice, as she and her Mate dive headlong into the dense underbrush of personal and collective resistance, using CONSCIOUS INTENSITY and POWER PLAY as their tools for change. And we'll rejoice with her as she finds unexpected relief in places she never thought to look.

And we'll shift our focus a bit from extreme sensation to the equally important realm of subtle energetic awareness: a child's appreciation of a spring flower, the feel of wind in our hair, the rush of ocean water over bare feet, and the taste of an ice cream cone on a hot summer day. As the Spirituality and Sex Transmissions clearly suggest.......we'll take a focused look at the Magical Child within each of us.......the same wondrous child energy of which it was spoken: "..........of such is the Kingdom of Heaven."

DJ. 7/10/2007.

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Jesus' statement about being "forsaken by the Father" while on the cross, was spoken as the Lamb who bore the sins of the world. It was part of the sacrificial passion.