"Out of Our Heads, Into Our Senses, Pt. 4"
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A Study of Pleasure, Pain, and Harmonization of Power
Facilitated by Daniel Jacob
Original Reconnections Transmission is Here
This series is taking on a life of its own, which I think is awesome! But it can get a bit strange if we try mixing and blending concepts from its various topics. This is how the info is coming in, folks! It's best to allow the impressions to flow, and not get too linear about things.
Most notable in this regard would be attempting to mix BDSM and Magical Children, as you will soon see. Not everyone is down with that, nor should they be. As an aside, a friend told me recently that College Campuses today are abuzz with Doms and Subs Games, collars and chains.........more so than ordinary parent-types might imagine. She got this from her daughter. Still, when reading the series, it's best to remember that our primary focus here is BECOMING SENSORIAL, and tuning into our CORE, utilizing whatever ways seem appropriate and useful for each individual. There are no right or wrong ways to do this.
In a recent transmission about this important subject, The Reconnections told me: "The way the Mind feels is through AESTHETICS (music, art, color, and prose). The way the Emotional Body thinks is through ATHLETICS (movement, rhythm, breath, and sound)."
When both sides of the brain operate in tandem, the outcome is nothing less than magical. Yet, all-too-often it seems that our mental and emotional aspects remain at war. With all our advancements in technology and expansions of our ability to record and collate information, much of humanity remains in the dark about the all-important blending of these energies within. Kundalini Fire!
When I want to talk MIND and CONSCIOUSNESS with people, my best medium of expression is computer terminology. When I want to talk about INTENSE EMOTION with people, some of my best allies are linguistic expressions dealing with sex, eating, digestion, and physical elimination.
The former insight I learned a long time ago while reading "Psycho-Cybernetics" by Maxwell Maltz. I now consider his findings (encountered back in the 60s) to be one of my first "reconnection" experiences. More recently, the entire Soul Group of the Recons expanded on this with their expositions on "Computers and Consciousness." Since Microsoft Products exist all over the world, it doesn't take long for people of all nations to build links in communication by using common terms like "download," "stored files", "active processing," etc. when sharing about the workings of their inner psyche.
And when it comes to believing and receiving......have you ever used the expression: "I just can't swallow that?" And how often have we overheard, when people are having intense conversations: "Why don't you just OWN YOUR SHIT and get on with it?" Or, when they feel confused and out of their heads, people mutter: "I'm sooooooo fucked up!" ......or...... "You have really pissed me off!" And what about those "ass chewings" that we always seem to be getting, hmmmmmmmm? Eating and Eliminating. Imagine that.
Humans are a trip, aren't we? We spend millions and millions of dollars trying to develop computers that learn and feel, and we spend equal amounts of time and money trying to develop "programs" for human beings. The issue at the bottom of all this is CONTROL. We earnestly long to exercise conscious choice over our lives, especially from the Ego Level. So the beat goes on. As we said in the last segment: "It takes what it takes."
And, oh yes..........we don't want to forget about our dear Sacryfice, now do we?
Lil (aka Sacryfice) continues her story.......
"As our Internal God/Goddess Integration continued, my Mate and I were delving more and more into our BDSM. We found a group a couple hours away from where we lived and began exploring that. We joined the mailing list, and started going to dinners so we could meet these people and see what kind of freaks they were. That was scary!! We came to find that they were a lot like us!! They looked like “normal” folks.......... Heck…just in my regular taste of clothing I was more of a “freak” then most of them!! (I have always naturally resonated and been drawn to the “gothic” style…even before it had a name for what it was…drove my mother nuts when I was younger!)
There were people from all walks of life. They had regular jobs in regular places just like regular folks. There were Christians and witches and atheists and Catholics!! Wow!! And they were all kinky and they were all playing in BDSM. They didn't mingle their spirituality and sexuality or anything like that…but they were kinky and like-minded like us, so we kept at it!! I also continued spiritual studies on my own, with wonderful results.
By now my Mate and I had drawn up a contract to try. We came up with some rules for me to follow and live by. I thrived on the strictness and the control…but I fought it tooth and nail at the same time. I hated it and I loved it and I hated to love it!! I felt more things than I ever wanted to feel again in my life. I felt more alive, too. I was Loving this man more and more with every breath I took and He was feeding my needs more than I ever wanted to need a man again as long as I lived!! Part of me hated this and part of me thrived on this and part of me was screaming “Run Forest Run!!!”
Eventually we ended up moving to the area where the main group is located. We really had nothing to stay back home for. Sure, we had our families, but at the time......we needed a life of our own more. Our families seemed to hold us back. We could not flourish and grow and evolve with them around. And the area was terribly non-conducive to any healthy growth or healing. When we moved…Life took off again like a bottle rocket and I was shot into another realm! By now I had turned on to certain “Western” and Nature Paths in Spirituality. I had also come into Pagan roots and awareness. Much had been revealed to me about my Birth name and it’s correlation to LiLith. These things had totally and completely blown my mind. I broke through I don’t know how many dimensions during these self discoveries. So many things that go far beyond any coincidence and just too many of them to deny as well. Things got scary for me for awhile and I tried shutting everything down a few times…only to experience much the same as death when I did. It became obvious there was no going back now, no matter how much I wanted to. <end excerpt>
Copyright, 2007, by Sacryfice. All Rights Reserved.
New! (1/21/2008) Sacryfice has added two new resources to her Web Site:
"The Page of Pain" http://www.moonlitmysticsm.com/thepageofpain.htm
The "SubzClub" (A Resource for Awakening Souls): http://www.thesubzclub.com
DJ says: I have not had direct experience with BDSM. I've known people who were into it, but the most response it ever elicited from me was private smirks I enjoyed when I passed "biker bars" in certain cities, or saw depictions of "leather men" in movies.
Until my recent conversations with Sacryfice, encouraged by The Recons' voice inside.......I didn't have any time for or interest in role play. Don't get me wrong, I love INTENSITY. I had it in my marriage, and I have it with my kids, and I have it going on in most of my spiritual journeys, too.
From the very beginning, Recon Events have attracted edgy people.......INNOVATORS, INDIVIDUALISTS. People who crave intensity. And there is usually shadow stuff going on about sex, too......primarily because spirituality and sex are so intertwined. If folks don't set aside time for play, for exploring feelings, and "getting down" with their intensity......we simply find ways of subconsciously manufacturing them into our everyday lives.
As Sacry mentioned earlier, the concept of bringing a SPIRITUAL DIMENSION to BDSM is still very much in the design stage at this time. But it IS happening .......though a great deal of folks who join the movement remain focused mainly on INTENSITY, POWER EXCHANGE, and SENSORY EXPERIENCE. Very few are able to stand apart long enough to formulate a spiritual framework in which to integrate what they are learning. We are fortunate that Sacryfice is so articulate and willing to share. And Shama is turning out to be quite a channel in her own right. More about that in a moment.
Pondering my own needs, I feel an inclination towards exploring a more generalized PSYCHODRAMA Experience. We have locals here in the Seattle area who are quite adept at this. Mask-Making it very powerful as well, and it facilitates integration of the primal elements, the native elements to modern society. Principles of Psychodrama are similar to BDSM, though the gatherings aren't quite as edgy, and the atmosphere seems more to my own style at this point. But who knows? Situations change, people change.....One day some of you might just show up at a Reconnections Conclave to find me hanging upside down in a Batman suit with huge pins stuck in my nipples. <Now THERE would be a visual not to be missed!>
Anyone who has interest or skills in Psychodrama is encouraged to write and share them with me. I was a drama and music major in College. I've always had a sense that dramatic skills could one day be powerfully employed for expansion of consciousness. I've witnessed some amazing examples of this during Voice Dialogue sessions. I've also seen huge emotional releases happen during Rebirthing Sessions as well. More about this as info becomes available.
THE MAGICAL CHILD
Greyson Fletcher as Shaun Yost in "John from Cincinnati"
Many of you know that I have been a strong supporter for honoring our Children of the New Earth. I am speaking here about Indigos, Crystal Children, Star Kids, and the like. Because the better portion of these kids are laying low and staying out of sight---still in their awakening process---I am forced to piece together a view of them through personal acquaintances here in 3D, e-mails that come in from Star Kids around the world, and vivid depictions of them that are presented in popular media. After all, media moguls want to make money, right? So they're going to do their diddle-darnedest to create characters with which kids will identify. That alone makes it all worthwhile. Sometimes, greed can produce a vivid clarity all its own. I think Michael Douglas' character mentioned this in the movie "Wall Street."
Although I've had a long-standing appreciation for Dakota and Elle Fanning, as Queen and Princess of the Magical Child Club, I am currently enjoying the heck out of this young fellow who is playing 13-year old Shaun Yost on HBO's John from Cincinnati. The setting is perfect, really. Shaun is a quiet, unassuming, super-talented surfer kid.......growing up right in the midst of one of the most dysfunctional families ever concocted in the mind of a screen writer. And even though every one in the family is dead set on murdering everyone else, the character of Shaunie Yost sits like a Golden Prince, right in the midst of everything. There isn't anything they won't do for him. There are no lengths to which they will not go to keep him happy.....including avoiding choking each other to death in his presence. There is a tremendous REDEMPTIVE ENERGY to Magical Child presence. And it begs to be noticed.
When people lay aside their mental biases and open themselves to sensory impressions---it's like being reborn. Ideas and Inclinations automatically re-submit themselves to our psyche---things which were once rejected and pushed aside........and we are again faced with an age-old question: "Do I trust myself or not?"
The sincere valuation (and/or retrieval) of the Magical Child is crucial at any age if we want to effectively move the locus of power from head to heart. As the Reconnections clearly illustrate in their transmissions on the subject,, spirituality and sexuality are very much alive in young folks, though their manifestation changes form as each child progresses through various stages of personal development.
Shama brings through an earnest plea from Indigo and Crystal Children everywhere............
"We the Indigo and the Crystal Children have come to remind you of the truth of it, as so many of have tried before, but were directed otherwise. You, our Image-Makers have been on this plane longer and understand the 3rd dimension perhaps better than we do, but we have something many of you lack… clear memories of home, of Source, of truth. Many of you are eager to teach us to lie, to suppress, to repress, to deny the truth of our Essence Self, our core, in favor of an illusion that causes much contraction and pain.
It wasn’t so long ago, remember, when YOU spoke the truth, and were shushed for fear that other’s didn’t know the truth – it was "rude," you were told. Remember when you were curious about your body and other’s bodies, unconcerned about whether they were the same or the opposite sex? Remember when you felt the fullness of your emotions and released them without censure? Remember when you could still hear that inner voice and it was always pretty right on? Remember when you selfishly demanded that your important needs be met? Remember when you felt so full of energy, aliveness, and joy, that your world and your body was a playground, a wealth of sensation, sound, movement.......explored just for fun! You could see into other dimensions, see beings other than humans and animals, and comfortably play with them? You could pretend so well that it was TRULY REAL?It is important to understand that bodies need respect and nurturing love even into advanced ages. It is important to understand that we are here now to help you reclaim your innocence. The “fall” was your descent into duality and judgment, and we are here to show you the way back to Love and connection. We are here for you. We are you, remembering you.
Please listen to us. Really listen. You do not know it all! Neither do we, for sure, but we still remember the connection to Source and to the knowledge of the collective on demand! Please listen to us. We have wisdom, knowledge and important things to share. Do not dismiss us for our “immaturity.”
We remember so much more than any have in the past. We will soon demand that you listen. We are demanding that you pay attention0. Re-set your priorities. Claim your own truth, for that is where the power lies – and that is how you listen and maintain a connection to Source. Join with us please. Give credence to our words. We are here to remind you!" <end transmission>Copyright, 2007, by Shama. All Rights Reserved.
The various turns society is about to take will seem drastic, indeed! Some of us will peck our way out of our self-created shells and actually be BORN into a brand new existence! Others, determined to remain stuck in Old Paradigm thinking, will spin off into universes of their own, like Darth Vader did at the end of the first "Star Wars." So be it. As we said earlier: "It takes what it takes." All will discover their way home eventually.
The invocation of Goddess Energy into a universe teaches our hyper-masculine mindset how to OPEN and RECEIVE. The allowing in of Magical Child Energy teaches us how to PLAY. In my 22 years as a Rehab Bodyworker, I have observed a host of ways people employ to release pent-up energy. Some cry, some scream, some sing, some dance! But the greatest result I have seen comes from genuine, heartfelt LAUGHTER.
Crying and Yelling are means of EXPRESSION. They allow us to "get things out," so we can go on with our lives. And there is nothing wrong in this. But what about those remaining elements left inside, the ones we don't want to lose? LAUGHTER. Shake 'em up! Make milkshakes out of them! Yum, yum. Laughter is a tool for INTEGRATION more than release. Through laughter, we are allowed to "return home." And when we DO get home, we may even be willing to stay awhile.
In the link below, we'll be looking deeper into the Magical Child Self. There is lots to be explored there. Things we long to understand, things we are loathe to mention. Innocent things. Powerful things. Wondrous things. A longing of life, remembering itself anew.
