One Woman with many faces

This is a tender subject for me but it is one that I feel that needs addressing for I have been experiencing an energy phenomenon for the past few years that I have never read about anywhere else and it is through sharing it with my beloved brother Daniel that I have been able to make sense of what I am experiencing. This article could indeed be titled 'One Man with many faces' for the female audience of this piece. As I move on with my journey I am becoming more profoundly aware of just how true is the 'Marianne Williamson' quote which states that our profoundest fear is our true innate spiritual strength and power. I regularly encounter my own vastness in the feminine aspects of me that I meet each day of the week in my every-day life. I have been greatly aware for a long time that each one of us is made up of male and female energy and that these two sides or aspects are forever in an ongoing balancing process.

The phenomenon I am speaking of is 'energy interfaces' that have been struck up by the spiritual realms between myself and certain significant others that I have encountered on my journey over the years. I will not be mentioning any names for the nature of the experience is still a profoundly personal one however I do wish to see if any of you out there have ever experienced anything like I have felt since 2001. The interfaces are a conscious link with many layers constructed through the I AM presence of myself and the heart in question. They are divine in nature. They always have been. They were never originally stimulated by myself at a conscious level. The interfaces have always begun as an awareness of the other's energy in a very deep and spiritual way. Far beyond what regular intuition would throw up. I will also be speaking in this piece about the great reconnection experience with my own inner feminine and the profound impact this has on the rest of my being. It is a source of deep inner passion and a recognizing of great inner reserves of all the most beautiful innate feminine qualities that abound 'in the other half.'

I learned along the way that we really are whole in ourselves without ever needing a partner to fill that void. Some know this and others struggle and have a terrible time with integrating their 'other half' energy. It is down to where each of us are at in our spiritual journeys. This article is taking much courage to actually write but I feel that many will receive great insight through pondering this piece. My deduction of the energy interfaces is that they are a way of connecting with one another to receive direct insights into our own deeper selves. Our own vastness. They are ultimately there to teach us more about who we actually are. They are always profoundly powerful to experience and very beautiful for the interfaces provide direct cognition of the spiritual essence energy of the other heart and the vastness of the truth of their very being. The very divine essence that they vibrate to.

I know personally that I have grown in leaps and bounds through the experience of the interfaces. It has made me deeply sensitive on an energy intuitional level. I always have been, however the interfaces have deeply increased my levels of sensitivity. I have felt that the interfaces are about growth for both hearts in question. They really do provide deep insight and tremendous spiritual growth. I have experienced three energy interfaces in my time and each one is still in the mix although the prime energy driving it has always graduated into the fifth dimension where the energy connection has always come to full fruition. I follow the energy connection from a third and fourth vibrational aspect and honour whatever the experience will throw up. I have always felt that it is most important to be aware of the actual purpose unfolding in the interfaces rather than letting my imagination get carried away with itself. It is my perception that actually energy interfaces are in fact quite common in the experience of evolving souls it is however down to the level of sensitivity of the evolving soul in question and how open they are to the experience of sharing their awareness on a protected level with the divine essence of another.

This may sound rather unusual and I have always been most aware of the truth of what I have been experiencing. It has taken many distressed phone calls to truly insightful friends at times to assure myself that I wasn't indeed losing my head. As I have said three connections have been struck up and always graduate to a divine conclusion in the fifth dimension and higher of which I am most aware. It is a comfort for me that I know in my heart that I really am experiencing an interface with another direct aspect of myself and that this experience is showing me more about me and ultimately teaching me about me. I have grown into the awareness that there are deep reserves within me of the feminine qualities that abound in aspects I regularly meet and as a result I feel most empowered that all I could ever be looking for is actually already within. Because I am so sensitive of the interface experience I would be regularly communing with the divine essence of the heart I am sharing the interface with. Their essence would always assure me that all is indeed well and that what is happening is meant to be happening. I have been running along time now on spiritual auto-pilot when I feel an experience is too much to handle.

Spiritual work and creation is indeed a huge facet of the energy interface. With the three hearts that I have experienced interfaces with it has all gone on to some very expansive spiritual and universal work and unfolding. I explore and I'm sure the heart in question is also looking into their own vastness and indeed experiencing it. With the truth of the interfaces I have always felt like the guide in the connection through simply allowing the flow and allowing my experience to brush off the heart that is at the receiving end of the connection. I am also taught myself about me by the other half. The tender love that is exchanged at times through the connections has often melted my heart and almost reduced me to tears. Being profoundly moved by the other's presence is a key experience when I am automatically tuned into the other's spiritual essence and often the beauty of the energy that I experience can leave me feeling quite wonderful really when I know that I am really experiencing me. I have even created an entire universe with the divine essence that I have shared a vibrational communion with. I get on with my life and am aware of an interface in flow the entire time that I know has a divine purpose although I am not directly told what the interface is ultimately about. I used to think there was a romantic twist but I have long since realized that these connections really are about growth and finding out more about our own vastness.

Mostly they transpire because we have deep work to do together. We can learn from each other. We show each other the qualities we feel we are lacking in ourselves when the truth is that they are there already and we are simply mirroring each other. I have become profoundly aware of how much is happening on energy levels at any given time. It is my work with the planet that geared me up for operating primarily from an energy perspective. I could talk all day regarding the experience of the interfaces for they indeed have provided some invaluable personal alchemy and also the deep lesson that I am indeed profoundly loved no matter what perception I had put in place through my growing up experience. To know that one is indeed worthy of love can be a huge achievement for some when they allow themselves to feel this. I know it is true for me. I am ever moved by the other half in me. I know it is really all me and that I am truly dancing in the flame with my own wholeness.

Daniel and I have shared some incredibly beautiful insights in the past regarding the subject of which I am speaking about. I am always touched by my own divine feminine because I know it is still an aspect of me that I dearly miss and am profoundly moved, electrified and excited when I see this side in another. And what a gift I am being given when I allow myself to see myself in the striking beauty of another. It can be a frightening experience, it can feel like the most profound love in the world and it can seem really quite mind-boggling when I consider the energy dynamics of the energy connections that I have witnessed on my journey and indeed still do. One woman with many faces for myself and indeed I am reflected well by the incredible hearts that come my way to share in my journey. I feel ever indebted for these experiences for they provide the kind of growth that can only be had by having such a diverse, intense and beautifully simple experience at the same time when I simply allow the energy flow and don't try and anticipate the outcome.

Meeting our full selves head on can be a terribly frightening experience but can equally feel incredibly exciting and liberating. We are the whole experience each one of us the entire time using life as our playground for our inner spiritual and humanistic development. Life is a terribly beautiful flow and at the same time so mysterious in how it unfolds. To flow is to allow and is inherent in the true language of love where one truly lives, operates, radiates and emanates from the heart and the divine centre. The other half can indeed be terribly frightening and so moving all in the one breath. Books are written and films are made about the greatest theme ever of ultimately finding our own selves in the other half whatever gender we vibrate to. We only ever will find ourselves and more and more of it. There is an infinite portion to be had. It's when we allow ourselves to open fully, that life stops being frightening and we innately trust in ourselves, our inherent wisdom and the ever loving watchful eye of the universe that is our ultimate mirror. Amen and Adonai.