Phantasm, Pt. 2
Knowing all this "monster stuff" has been running through the Mass Mind
lately (we can see it also in Solara's Surf Report, which came while I was
writing this)........I asked the Guides a question. I said: "I know that
we are changing. What is it that we are changing into?"
The answer that came back intrigued me. They said: "Phantasms. You're
becoming Phantasms."
As I frequently do, when the Guides spring a new word on me which I don't
understand, I go to the WWW and begin doing some research. I noted that
the dictionary describes a Phantasm as: "a supposed vision of an absent
person." Well, gee whiz................jeezlouise..............LOLOLOL!!!!
I came upon a Graphics Company during my search that utilized the word
"Phantasm" in their company name, and then followed it with the phrase "We
are not really here."
Bingo. It hit me. About 7 years ago, I was up late one night, writing from
the Guides, and they began springing this phrase on me: "You are not really
here." I sat up, blinked, and wondered what the hell they were saying. Oh
COURSE, I'm here! Who the heck do you think all these bills are addressed
to, that I have to fork over money to pay each month!?
After they finished cracking up, the Guides continued: "You only THINK
you're here........in this Reconnection Lifetime. But really, you have
completed all these assignments. You're really THERE, thinking back to
HERE, remembering what it was like. This universe of your perception is
just a WHEREHOUSE, where you are storing all the themes and issues you
haven't completely finished exploring yet.
In the movie "The Matrix," Morpheus demonstrates for Neo what is called "a
loading program." It's a computer-generated construct, made entirely from
memories left over from experiences they each had while they were engaged in
the dream. Now they were awake. Now that jolly fellow named "TANK" could
tickle some keys on a computer, and put them into any kind of "environment"
they needed in order to learn their next lesson.
The Guides were beginning to speak to me about this process way back then
(linear time). I just wasn't fully ready to listen. I heard it, but I
didn't really let it all the way in. It seemed too harsh for my ears. It
may seem that way to you now.
To be a Phantasm is to be here/not here. It's very much a "now you see him,
now you don't" kind of situation. It is a perfect set-up for a time/no-time
world. For years, I have kidded Nina about our fabulous
"Non-relationship/Relationship." I tell her "You had a Non-Marriage
Marriage. Why not have a Non-Relationship Relationship?" We laugh about
it, twelve years later, and go about our merry way.
Do you see how we're doing all of this folks? We're sneaking up on
ourselves with it.......so as not to rip the fabric of our illusion too
quickly. We're moving towards that inevitable place called ALONE/ALLONE,
through the very instruments we have used for so long to keep us from having
to deal with it: our relationships. And now...... here we are, talking
about all these things online. We are ONE MORE STEP REMOVED..........from a
non-relationship relationship. Now we have all become words on a
page...........Non-People/People.......LOLOL!!!...........beautiful words,
but words, nonetheless. What will we become next? Merely the SCENT OF A
WOMAN, hanging in the air?
Hoo-hah! Love that phrase, loved that movie. Cheer up, guys........I'm not
gonna get too weird on ya. Not yet, anyway! muhuhahahahahaha............
What is it that keeps us all from totally falling into our daily lives,
becoming totally absorbed with what we're doing? You guessed it.
Ourselves. Most of us, daily, stand in our own way. We climb into this 3D
body---and we fill it with a physical ills, unmet needs, neuroses, facial
tics, back pain, sexual obsession, habits, appetities, passions for change,
etc---and we try to concentrate on what's happening around us. What
happens? We continually get pulled back into our own head, or our own
drama, our own STUFF......and we become distracted away from the REST OF WHO WE ARE, out there in the world around us. We get so distracted with the
mouse in our hand, we can't pay attention to the screen.
The Guides put it this way, in "Open-Heart Mergery":
"..........How did it ever happen that you became so wrapped up in issues
about "time" that you began missing the wondrous miracle of life which was
unfolding all around you?"
They are telling us now that it is all very simple. We get wrapped up in
time, or money, or sex, or whatever.......especially FEAR..........because
we are grossly concerned about preserving, pampering, and caring about this
LOADING PROGRAM, this CONSTRUCT called "Self," which..........by the way..........is owned.....lock, stock, and (smoking) barrel.......by The Matrix.......the dream......the illusion.
Someone recently asked me........"Where do I end and others begin?" (and vice
versa). The answer is YOU DON'T END. You go on and on and on. Everything
does. It's all circular in nature. The creation of an "end" is a CONSTRUCT..........that is used like punctuation in a sentence. And that,
my friends, is what we are living............a LIFE SENTENCE........which
really is also a paragraph, and a chapter, and a book, and a
library..........and so on.
Nina and I, as well as several others, are constantly talking about losing
weight. I've been fighting the "battle of the bulge" for my whole life.
One day, I approached Carion (one of my Reconnections) and asked him about
it.
He said: "Oh, that's easy. In order to lose weight, you just forget it
off."
I said......."Say........what?"
He said......."Yes. You think of yourself as FAT because you think that all
that you are is a 3D body, standing in front of the mirror. If the body is
too big, you say you're fat. If its too small, then you say you're too
skinny. Well.......your BODY is the whole world. And the whole world is
JUST RIGHT. So, your dissatisfaction with yourself, in this moment, is the
result of your attempts to crystalize a WHOLE WORLD down into a 3D body.
Your 3D Body is just a cursor on your computer screen. A cursor's job is to
point to whatever it is you are wanting to open up, and to help you study
it. When a cursor is doing its job, you don't even notice it is there, do
you?"
Personally......I won't even pretend I have attained this viewpoint yet.
For now, I'm just reporting in. You could say that I am giving you the
"whether report." That means that the good it does you will depend upon
"whether or not" you believe it. LOL!!! Solara does surf report, I get to
do a "whether report," okay?"
Have you been feeling weaker, lately? More tired? Do you sometimes feel
invisible? Isn't that the name of Solara's Web Site? Invisible?
Do you remember that scene in THE WIZARD OF OZ when the Wicked Witch gets
dowsed with water? She cries out: "I'm melting! I'm melting!" That's
what we feel like sometimes, eh? (I have a great book to recommend to you,
btw. It's called "Wicked: The Life and Times of the Wicked Witch of the
West" I forget the author, but you can find out through Amazon. It's all
about the story of Oz, told from the viewpoint of the WWW. Very funny.
Very neat.)
Just some thots. The boundaries they're a changing, right along with the
times. They were initially installed, or not installed, in our Family of
Origin. Now things are on the move. What do you have to say about it? Do
share. I may be losing my eyes, my chin, and my nose, but.............just like
Gwynnie...........I am all ears.
DJ. 2/17/02
Your THOTS are welcome!
Knowing all this "monster stuff" has been running through the Mass Mind lately (we can see it also in Solara's Surf Report, which came while I was writing this)........I asked the Guides a question. I said: "I know that we are changing. What is it that we are changing into?"
The answer that came back intrigued me. They said: "Phantasms. You're becoming Phantasms."
As I frequently do, when the Guides spring a new word on me which I don't understand, I go to the WWW and begin doing some research. I noted that the dictionary describes a Phantasm as: "a supposed vision of an absent person."
I came upon a Graphics Company during my search that utilized the word "Phantasm" in their company name, and then followed it with the phrase "We are not really here."
Bingo. It hit me. About 7 years ago, I was up late one night, writing from the Guides, and they began springing this phrase on me: "You are not really here." I sat up, blinked, and wondered what the hell they were saying. Oh COURSE, I'm here! Who the heck do you think all these bills are addressed to, that I have to fork over money to pay each month!?
After they finished cracking up, the Guides continued: "You only THINK you're here........in this Reconnection Lifetime. But really, you have completed all these assignments. You're really THERE, thinking back to HERE, remembering what it was like. This universe of your perception is just a WHEREHOUSE, where you are storing all the themes and issues you haven't completely finished exploring yet.
In the movie "The Matrix," Morpheus demonstrates for Neo what is called "a loading program." It's a computer-generated construct, made entirely from memories left over from experiences they each had while they were engaged in the dream. Now they were awake. Now that jolly fellow named "TANK" could tickle some keys on a computer, and put them into any kind of "environment" they needed in order to learn their next lesson.
The Guides were beginning to speak to me about this process way back then (linear time). I just wasn't fully ready to listen. I heard it, but I didn't really let it all the way in. It seemed too harsh for my ears. It may seem that way to you now.
To be a Phantasm is to be here/not here. It's very much a "now you see him, now you don't" kind of situation. It is a perfect set-up for a time/no-time world. For years, I have kidded Nina about our fabulous
"Non-relationship/Relationship." I tell her "You had a Non-Marriage
Marriage. Why not have a Non-Relationship Relationship?" We laugh about it, twelve years later, and go about our merry way.
Do you see how we're doing all of this folks? We're sneaking up on
ourselves with it.......so as not to rip the fabric of our illusion too
quickly. We're moving towards that inevitable place called ALONE/ALLONE, through the very instruments we have used for so long to keep us from having to deal with it: our relationships. And now...... here we are, talking about all these things online. We are ONE MORE STEP REMOVED..........from a non-relationship relationship. Now we have all become words on a
page...........Non-People/People.......LOLOL!!!...........beautiful words,
but words, nonetheless. What will we become next? Merely the SCENT OF A WOMAN, hanging in the air?
Hoo-hah! Love that phrase, loved that movie. Cheer up, guys........I'm not gonna get too weird on ya. Not yet, anyway! muhuhahahahahaha............
What is it that keeps us all from totally falling into our daily lives,
becoming totally absorbed with what we're doing? You guessed it.
Ourselves. Most of us, daily, stand in our own way. We climb into this 3D body---and we fill it with a physical ills, unmet needs, neuroses, facial tics, back pain, sexual obsession, habits, appetities, passions for change, etc---and we try to concentrate on what's happening around us. What happens? We continually get pulled back into our own head, or our own drama, our own STUFF......and we become distracted away from the REST OF WHO WE ARE, out there in the world around us. We get so distracted with the mouse in our hand, we can't pay attention to the screen.
The Guides put it this way, in "Open-Heart Mergery":
"..........How did it ever happen that you became so wrapped up in issues about "time" that you began missing the wondrous miracle of life which was unfolding all around you?"
They are telling us now that it is all very simple. We get wrapped up in time, or money, or sex, or whatever.......especially FEAR..........because we are grossly concerned about preserving, pampering, and caring about this LOADING PROGRAM, this CONSTRUCT called "Self," which..........by the way..........is owned.....lock, stock, and (smoking) barrel.......by The Matrix.......the dream......the illusion.
Someone recently asked me........"Where do I end and others begin?" (and vice versa). The answer is YOU DON'T END. You go on and on and on. Everything does. It's all circular in nature. The creation of an "end" is a CONSTRUCT..........that is used like punctuation in a sentence. And that, my friends, is what we are living............a LIFE SENTENCE........which really is also a paragraph, and a chapter, and a book, and a library..........and so on.
Nina and I, as well as several others, are constantly talking about losing weight. I've been fighting the "battle of the bulge" for my whole life. One day, I approached Carion (one of my Reconnections) and asked him about it.
He said: "Oh, that's easy. In order to lose weight, you just forget it
off."
I said......."Say........what?"
He said......."Yes. You think of yourself as FAT because you think that all that you are is a 3D body, standing in front of the mirror. If the body is too big, you say you're fat. If its too small, then you say you're too skinny. Well.......your BODY is the whole world. And the whole world is JUST RIGHT. So, your dissatisfaction with yourself, in this moment, is the result of your attempts to crystalize a WHOLE WORLD down into a 3D body. Your 3D Body is just a cursor on your computer screen. A cursor's job is to point to whatever it is you are wanting to open up, and to help you study it. When a cursor is doing its job, you don't even notice it is there, do you?"
Personally......I won't even pretend I have attained this viewpoint yet. For now, I'm just reporting in. You could say that I am giving you the "whether report." That means that the good it does you will depend upon "whether or not" you believe it. LOL!!! Solara does surf report, I get to do a "whether report," okay?"
Have you been feeling weaker, lately? More tired? Do you sometimes feel invisible? Isn't that the name of Solara's Web Site? Invisible?
Do you remember that scene in THE WIZARD OF OZ when the Wicked Witch gets dowsed with water? She cries out: "I'm melting! I'm melting!" That's what we feel like sometimes, eh? (I have a great book to recommend to you, btw. It's called "Wicked: The Life and Times of the Wicked Witch of the West" I forget the author, but you can find out through Amazon. It's all about the story of Oz, told from the viewpoint of the WWW. Very funny. Very neat.)
Just some thots. The boundaries they're a changing, right along with the times. They were initially installed, or not installed, in our Family of Origin. Now things are on the move. What do you have to say about it? Do share. I may be losing my eyes, my chin, and my nose, but.............just like Gwynnie...........I am all ears.
DJ. 2/17/02
Your THOTS are welcome!